JB

I wish someone would count me in 

As I clean up my moves from my previous combination 

Sometimes I want things to be so perfect, I lose the aspect, which is the foundation

I'm sorry you had to break it down for me 

But sometimes it's hard, moving in isolation

And I lose my focus and start freestyling 

Hoping that you didn't lose the tempo during this awkward transition 

Always in my head, receiving thoughts before my mind can process them 

Causing damage, before I realize I am losing you 

Waking up with the same irony of missing you 

Physically seeing other girls, but my heart is only seeing you. 

But is it transpiring through my actions? This could all just be talk to you. 

And count! 

I came in wrong, I should of did a whole instead of half

Now I'm lost in my routine 

But it's all on me, so who am I to try to place the blame?

Dealing with someone as fragile as a game of chess 

But I made the mistake and played my hand like checkers

Why did I not make you feel special? 

Why did I focus the wrong effort? 

Why didn't I treat it like forever? 

People tend to mess up good situations, living from regrets 

Bringing old habits to new situations, wishing I could reset 

Believe me from the bottom of my heart, I never meant to make you upset 

It's you I wanna impress

I wanna make you, my biggest asset.

You're so beautiful to me, I get lost looking into your eyes

Your touch captivates my mind, and holds my nerve endings hostage, until I feel butterflies 

Your personality leaves me mesmerized with laughter close to paralyzing 

You're perfectly imperfect to me, sorry for over-analyzing. 

You walked me through the routine, now I need to start from the tippity top 

I promise this time, I'll go full out

You said 8 counts?

I know you will never forget, and I don't expect you too. I just know I can do better then what I have showed you thus far. I know I was difficult before, but my mind was everywhere. Just give me the cool chick with the infectious laugh and beautiful soul I met at first.


 2/27/18 and I'm still missing you! JB