THE WAY YOU TREAT ME

you make me so relaxed
take the pain out of my back
your hits are like a heart attack
and your taste has me hooked like crack
now see to me you are perfect
and if your the cause of my death baby its worth it
you look so good upon the surface
and even better underneath
you make my knees weak
and your like my kindergarten crush
when you touch me I get a rush
a rush of feelings
and the combination of them all are just right
your scent is what helps me sleep at night
unlike these other females that tend to break my heart
you are always there and you never want to be apart
you make my rainy days fade away
you always make tomorrow feel like today
and baby i love you in every way
you never cheat
and when you give it to me I come up with my best work
and girl i know you will never throw my name in the dirt
you listen to all my stories
and I know my secrets are safe with you
you are whats real and you will forever be my boo
girl you do me like no other
you give me that love I can only get from my mother
and when that day comes and my eyes turn into closed shutters
I just want you to know you always made my heart flutter
and people might read this and think I'm insane
but all I have to say is that
I'm in love with
MARY JANE =)

Quote to live by

I don't want to make love to your body, I'd rather made love to your mind instead

quote

‎"Before sex, you help each other get naked. After sex, you only dress yourself. Moral of the story: In life, no one helps u once you've been FUCKED." :)

MULTIPOINT

I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING
AND I START TO TAKE TRIPS IN MY MIND
WONDERING WHAT WILL MY HEART FIND
YOU SEE I AM YOUNG GUY BUT MY SOUL IS OLD
THE SUN WON'T PRODUCE ANYMORE HEAT
NOW THE WORLD IS SO COLD
MY FINGERS GET NUMB
AND MY BREATHE TURNS TO SMOKE
I TRY TO TAKE A BITE OUT OF THE WORLD AND I ALMOST CHOKE
ON THIS THING CALLED REALITY
BECAUSE AMERICA IS TRYING TO LIVE A DREAM
THE AMERICAN DREAM ISN'T AS CRACKED UP AS IT SEEMS
SOLDIERS DYING IN THE WAR
KIDS HAVING BABIES
AMERICA IS GETTING ITS STEVIE WONDER ON
HAVE YOU LOOKED AT THE WORLD LATELY?
GOVERNMENT TRYING TO KILL US
THE INDUSTRY IS PROVOKING OUR BRAIN
IF THEY KEEP THIS UP....HOW WILL AMERICA MAINTAIN?
CRACK DRIVING BITCHES INSANE
HOES BURNING LIKE THEY PROPANE
MY GENERATION IS SO UNAWARE
AND THAT CAUSES ME PAIN
THE MONEY
THE CARS
THE CLOTHES
THE HOES
THE MATERIALISTIC THINGS THAT WE NEED TO DISPOSE
THAT ALWAYS GET OUR ATTENTION
I'M IN ANOTHER DIMENSION
COLD WORLD, GIVING ME HYPOTENSION
LOST LOVE GIVING ME HEARTBREAKS
AND THE CLUELESSNESS OF SOCIETY GIVING ME
HEARTACHES
AS I SEPARATE THE REAL FROM THE FAKE
NEVER GIVE UP, HAVE FAITH
KNOCKING SENSE INTO YOUR HEADS
MY GENERATION ARE LIGHTWEIGHTS

MISUNDERSTOOD

DOES BEING A PLAYER REPUTATION EVER GO AWAY?
SOMETIMES I SIT IN MY ROOM AND WRITE ON MY WALL
THINKING TO MYSELF WHY DO OTHERS WANT TO SEE ME FALL
JUST BECAUSE I'M LIGHT SKINNED PEOPLE ASSUME ME TO BREAK HEARTS
AND CAUSE TEARS
BUT LOSING THE GIRL I LOVE IS ONE OF MY BIGGEST FEARS
WE WILL LAUGH
WE WILL CRY
WE WILL MAKE MEMORIES
AND WE WILL DIE
AND I WILL LOVE HER FOREVER, AND THAT IS NOT A LIE
I JUST WANT TO LOVE AND BE LOVED IN RETURN
I DON'T WANT TO BE LIKE USHER
I CAN'T LET IT BURN
I WANT TO LET IT FLOW
LIKE A OCEAN OR A RIVER
AND JUST HER SLIGHTEST TOUCH WILL MAKE ME SHIVER
IT WILL MAKE ME WEAK
TO THE POINT I CAN'T SPEAK
AND WHEN I GET HER IN THE BED...SHE'S GONNA REACH HER PEAK
MAKE HER BUST... MAKE HER BUST...ALL OVER MY SHEETS
MAKE HER TREMBLE...MAKE HER TREMBLE...DOWN TO HER FEET
I HAVEN'T FOUND HER AND UNTIL THEN I WILL TAKE A SEAT
AND WAIT FOR HER TO COME AROUND...SO OUR HEARTS CAN MEET

THE ILLUSIONIST

THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I HAVE EVER PUT SOMEONE ELSE'S WRITING ON MY PAGE BUT I WAS VERY INSPIRED BY THIS PERSON. SHE IS A VERY GOOD WRITER AND SHE IS VERY WELL SPOKEN. HER POEMS HAVE MEANING AND I COULD FEEL EVERY WORD SHE WAS SAYING. SHE HAS A LOT MORE POEMS THAN THIS ONE BUT I THINK THIS ONE IS MY FAVORITE. HER NAME IS COURTNEY MASON. I THINK THIS IS ONE OF THOSE TIMES WHEN THEY SAY LIFE IS NOT MEASURED BY HOW MANY BREATHES YOU TAKE, ITS MEASURED BY HOW MANY MOMENTS TAKE YOUR BREATHE AWAY AND SHE TOOK MINE AWAY WITH HER WRITING =)

i aint never been a quitter but,
this right here, kinda tough.
i can say i been in love,
but not necesarily loved.
i work hard for sure,
but it seems like i struggle more
im living my life with the vision in front of me,
but i cant seem to unlock the door.
i hate being ignored
but i guess the world dont believe me
cause i can scream, cry, & yell
but still, nobody see's me.
damnn..
life aint easy
but this cant be
destiny cause
Sister Kimberly from the mothers Ministry told me God had more instore for me.
But, where's it being stored at, & who got the key?
Beats me.
but ay,
it is what it is, right?
but what if what is, is actually not?
what if everything that could be a possibility..stopped.
what if,
everything i thought was lost and never again was sought after because i lost..
my inspiration.
because of separation..& deprivation..of dedication
from the people who i thought were..real.
so, in conclusion
i considering people caring
might as well be an an illusion
because in the midst of confusion,
all the people who you thought were there, you'll end up losing
them.
when shit gets dim
so my philosophy is in the end..
learn how to defend, yourself, from them. cause if you dont..
i guess you'll just end up like me.

remix.

I'm not a quitter, but wondering why so many quit her/
Her as in me, me as in she/
One of the realest, but still end up in last place.

No love, no love, but always one level above/
Looked up to, like a basement does a top floor/
Underestimated, but worth much more.

My eyes can tell lies, don't be surprised when you're caught/
Worth more than anything that can be store bought/
Scars talk, but what about the ones on the heart/
The ones that tell a story before we even talk.

Hardworking, but I still struggle/
That's life, no complaints, no trouble/
Wake up, it's a new day, another day to right my wrongs/
Another chance to do good and another to move on.

They talk about me, want my heart to show through my skin/
I strive to be the best, 'cause success is the best revenge...

RELATIONSHIPS

A RELATIONSHIP IS WHEN YOU AND THAT SIGNIFICANT OTHER LOVE BEING AROUND EACH OTHER, YOU HAVE THE MOST AMAZING TIME WHEN YOU HANG OUT AND YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE TO BE DOING ANYTHING SPECIAL, YOU ARE WITH EACH OTHER BECAUSE YOU ARE INFATUATED WITH THE 'INSIDE" AS WELL AS THE OUTSIDE. A LOT OF PEOPLE ARE SHALLOW AND GO OUT WITH SOMEONE JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE CUTE OR THEY KNOW THEY CAN "FUCK" ALL THE TIME, WHICH ISN'T A REASON TO TALK TO SOMEONE. A RELATIONSHIP IS A BOND THAT YOU FORM BECAUSE YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO BE ABLE TO TELL THAT PERSON ANYTHING AND KICK IT WITH HIM/HER LIKE YOUR HOMIES. BECAUSE BEFORE YOU FORM A RELATIONSHIP, YOU BECOME FRIENDS...HELL BEST FRIENDS AND YOU GET TO KNOW THE PERSON ON A DEEP LEVEL, THEN YOU GO FROM THERE. I HATE IT WHEN I SEE PEOPLE GO OUT BECAUSE SHE LOOK CUTE DOG OR MAN THAT NIGGA BODY OFF THE CHAIN...WTF? THAT SHIT MAKES NO SENSE TO ME. THATS LIKE THAT MIDDLE SCHOOL SHIT OR SOMETHING. NOW LETS TALK ABOUT LOVE.....WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE, IT KILLS YOU TO HURT THEM AND IT STAYS ON YOUR MIND. IF YOU IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE AND YOU CHEATING ON THEM EVERY OTHER WEEKEND WITH SOME BITCH/NIGGA THEN YOU REALLY DON'T LOVE THAT PERSON BECAUSE YOU WOULDN'T WANT TO HURT THEM IN ANY SORT OF WAY AND IF YOU DO CHEAT YOU WOULD HAVE ENOUGH "RESPECT" FOR THE PERSON TO TELL HER/HIM. BECAUSE WHEN YOU ARE IN LOVE, THE WHOLE WORLD REVOLVES AROUND THEM....NOT YOU! YOU THINK ABOUT THEM WHEN YOU WAKE UP UNTIL YOU GO TO BED, YA'LL TALK ON THE PHONE ALL NIGHT AND IF THEY GO TO BED AND YOU STILL UP, YOU LISTEN TO THEM SLEEP UNTIL YOU GO TO BED, YOU SEND THEM CUTE TEXTS THROUGHOUT THE DAY SAYING I MISS YOU OR I LOVE YOU, YOU BUY THEM GIFTS, "JUST BECAUSE", YOU TELL THEM GOOD MORNING AND GOODNIGHT, AND YOU MAKE SURE YOU MAKE THEM FEEL LIKE THEY HAVE THE WORLD. THATS WHAT REAL LOVE IS...AND WHEN SHE/HE TELLS YOU THEY LOVE YOU...YOUR HEART STOPS EVERY TIME BECAUSE IT MAKES YOU FEEL THAT SPECIAL. SO PLEASE DON'T JUMP INTO A RELATIONSHIP BECAUSE AT LEAST ONE PERSON IS GONNA GET HURT AND ITS A WASTE OF THEIR TIME AND YOURS. JUST WAIT UNTIL THAT ONE COMES AROUND AND MAKES YOU FEEL LIKE NOTHING IN THE WORLD MATTERS BUT "YOU".

THATS WHY I DON'T HAVE A GIRLFRIEND BECAUSE I HAVEN'T MET ANYONE THAT MAKES ME FEEL THAT WAY OR CLOSE TO IT. MOST GIRLS I HAVE MET IN GA HAVE BEEN ABOUT GAMES OR JUST A PHYSICAL ATTRACTION. I LIKE YOUNG WOMEN THAT CAN STIMULATE MY MIND AND MAKE ME THINK, SOMEONE WITH "SUBSTANCE", THATS MY TRUE TURN ON. I LIKE CHICKS THAT DO THE LITTLE STUFF THAT NO ONE ELSE NOTICES BECAUSE TO ME, THOSE ARE THE THINGS THAT MAKE ME HAPPY. AND JUST BECAUSE YOU DON'T HAVE THE NICE CAR OR THE MONEY AND STUFF DOESN'T MEAN I WOULDN'T TALK TO YOU...SHIT I DON'T CARE IF YOU DON'T HAVE A CAR AS LONG AS YOU RESPECT AND CARE ABOUT ME.


I HAVE NOTICED THAT MOST GIRLS AROUND HERE HAVE BEEN HURT SO MANY TIMES THAT THEY CANNOT COUNT THEM, EVEN IF THEY TRIED AND VICE VERSA. BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN SHUT EVERY GUY DOWN THAT COMES YOUR WAY OR BE A PLAYER FOR NO REASON...WHATS THE POINT? ITS NOT GETTING YOU ANYWHERE IN LIFE, BUT GIVING YOU A NAME LIKE A GOLD DIGGER OR A HOE, SO DON'T EVEN DO IT. FIND YOU A GOOD GUY THAT WILL TREAT YOU RIGHT INSTEAD OF SOMEONE WITH THE MONEY, CARS, AND THE CLOTHES. THAT DOESN'T MAKE THE MAN, THE MAN MAKES THAT. ITS NOT ABOUT WHERE YOU COME FROM, ITS ABOUT WHERE YOUR GOING.

OH YEA AND ONE LAST THING LADIES

FACT: NIGGAS AIN'T SHIT (YOU ARE RIGHT)

THE TRICK TO FINDING A MAN THAT WILL RESPECT YOU IS TO TALK TO A MAN NOT A BOY. A NIGGA IS SOMEONE THAT IS ABOUT BULLSHIT, THE BASIC STEREOTYPE, DOESN'T THINK FOR HISSELF, AND WORRY ABOUT WHAT OTHERS WILL PORTRAY HIM AS.

A YOUNG MAN/MAN IS SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T CARE ABOUT OTHER PEOPLES FEELINGS, HE CARES ABOUT WHAT HE IS TRYING TO DO WITH HIS LIFE AND NOTHING IS GOING TO GET IN THE WAY OF HIM AND THAT. HE HAS GOALS AND HE ACTUALLY WANTS TO DO SOMETHING WITH HIS LIFE BESIDES PLAYING VIDEO GAMES WITH HIS BOYS AND OTHER USELESS STUFF. A MAN IS SOMEONE WHO WILL PROVIDE FOR YOU AND IF YOU ARE WITH HIM AND YOU NEED SOMETHING, HE WILL GIVE YOU HIS LAST JUST TO SEE YOU SUCCEED IN LIFE AND WHEN TIMES GET HARD HE WILL STAY WITH YOU EVEN IF ITS NOT THE BETTER DECISION FOR HIM BECAUSE HE LOVES YOU. A MAN KNOWS HOW TO ADMIT TO HIS FLAWS AND HIS MISTAKES AND HOPES THAT YOU WILL ACCEPT HIM.

THATS WHAT A MAN IS LADIES. SO BEFORE YOU TALK TO SOMEONE, LOOK AT THAT AND ASK YOURSELF DO YOU THINK HE IS THAT AND WILL HE DO THOSE THINGS FOR YOU.

HERE'S ANOTHER FACT

LADIES TALK TO THE BAD GUYS BECAUSE THEY LIKE THEIR EDGE. YOU DON'T FOR THE GOOD ONES BECAUSE YOU DON'T LIKE TO PLAY IT SAFE. IT'S LIKE YOU KNOW HE WILL TREAT YOU RIGHT BUT YOU DON'T WANT HIM BECAUSE YOU WANT A DUDE WITH MORE ATTITUDE, AND THAT'S WHERE YOUR GOING WRONG!