Most ppl say life is only what you put into it and i say life is all about what you take out of it... sumtimes i wonder how my life would be if i took everything that ever HURT me out of it... how would i truly feel as a person what would be different... but then i thought, if that was the case i would never feel LOVE... and i want love more than anyone i kno... so i dont want the hurt out of my life... but i just want LOVE again so at least for a while ill have it and then at least be prepared to be hurt again right?... anyway so thank you for loving me and thank you for hurting me because if it wasnt for you hurting me i never would have felt true love at all. So many people think of me in a way that kills others inside. Other people think of me in a way that makes me smile. Some people just think that im a misunderstood person. I shouldn't really care cause what I think comes 1st. I've tried changing for others, even tried changing the best part about me, thats my personality. I tried making others happy instead of me. Tried so much that I realized I forgot who I really was to begin with, you see I never knew not being yourself could be so hard until I tried it. I never knew you could lose site of the path God set for you, by choosing others ways instead of his, but now I know. My life has made so many wrong turns and gone into so many circles that to get back on course might take a life time, but I'm here to say "So Be It." Its time to focus on me time to realize that sometimes you just have to do for yourself. Like they say "You can lead a horse to water, but you can't make it drink." Well its time for me to take my drink, its time for me to be me again. If I lose friends in the process I'll make more on my way to the top. As someone once told me if your blessings are over flowing then share them and be there to give them away, but if there's bearly enough for you, yourself, then you have nothing to give because God put those blessings there just for you and you only. So now its time to stop giving my blessings away, its time to let God do what he intended to do for me. I thank you for reading, and may your blessing be the special change in your life that you needed." And remember dreams are just un-real thoughts of success or failure. Nothing has more control over you than yourself. Only you can believe in what you really want for you. It is the dreams that we have that makes us believe all possible things to be true. So believe in you, and you will never fail with who you are in life!
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