RELATIONSHIPS

A RELATIONSHIP IS WHEN YOU AND THAT SIGNIFICANT OTHER LOVE BEING AROUND EACH OTHER, YOU HAVE THE MOST AMAZING TIME WHEN YOU HANG OUT AND YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE TO BE DOING ANYTHING SPECIAL, YOU ARE WITH EACH OTHER BECAUSE YOU ARE INFATUATED WITH THE 'INSIDE" AS WELL AS THE OUTSIDE. A LOT OF PEOPLE ARE SHALLOW AND GO OUT WITH SOMEONE JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE CUTE OR THEY KNOW THEY CAN "FUCK" ALL THE TIME, WHICH ISN'T A REASON TO TALK TO SOMEONE. A RELATIONSHIP IS A BOND THAT YOU FORM BECAUSE YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO BE ABLE TO TELL THAT PERSON ANYTHING AND KICK IT WITH HIM/HER LIKE YOUR HOMIES. BECAUSE BEFORE YOU FORM A RELATIONSHIP, YOU BECOME FRIENDS...HELL BEST FRIENDS AND YOU GET TO KNOW THE PERSON ON A DEEP LEVEL, THEN YOU GO FROM THERE. I HATE IT WHEN I SEE PEOPLE GO OUT BECAUSE SHE LOOK CUTE DOG OR MAN THAT NIGGA BODY OFF THE CHAIN...WTF? THAT SHIT MAKES NO SENSE TO ME. THATS LIKE THAT MIDDLE SCHOOL SHIT OR SOMETHING. NOW LETS TALK ABOUT LOVE.....WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE, IT KILLS YOU TO HURT THEM AND IT STAYS ON YOUR MIND. IF YOU IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE AND YOU CHEATING ON THEM EVERY OTHER WEEKEND WITH SOME BITCH/NIGGA THEN YOU REALLY DON'T LOVE THAT PERSON BECAUSE YOU WOULDN'T WANT TO HURT THEM IN ANY SORT OF WAY AND IF YOU DO CHEAT YOU WOULD HAVE ENOUGH "RESPECT" FOR THE PERSON TO TELL HER/HIM. BECAUSE WHEN YOU ARE IN LOVE, THE WHOLE WORLD REVOLVES AROUND THEM....NOT YOU! YOU THINK ABOUT THEM WHEN YOU WAKE UP UNTIL YOU GO TO BED, YA'LL TALK ON THE PHONE ALL NIGHT AND IF THEY GO TO BED AND YOU STILL UP, YOU LISTEN TO THEM SLEEP UNTIL YOU GO TO BED, YOU SEND THEM CUTE TEXTS THROUGHOUT THE DAY SAYING I MISS YOU OR I LOVE YOU, YOU BUY THEM GIFTS, "JUST BECAUSE", YOU TELL THEM GOOD MORNING AND GOODNIGHT, AND YOU MAKE SURE YOU MAKE THEM FEEL LIKE THEY HAVE THE WORLD. THATS WHAT REAL LOVE IS...AND WHEN SHE/HE TELLS YOU THEY LOVE YOU...YOUR HEART STOPS EVERY TIME BECAUSE IT MAKES YOU FEEL THAT SPECIAL. SO PLEASE DON'T JUMP INTO A RELATIONSHIP BECAUSE AT LEAST ONE PERSON IS GONNA GET HURT AND ITS A WASTE OF THEIR TIME AND YOURS. JUST WAIT UNTIL THAT ONE COMES AROUND AND MAKES YOU FEEL LIKE NOTHING IN THE WORLD MATTERS BUT "YOU".

THATS WHY I DON'T HAVE A GIRLFRIEND BECAUSE I HAVEN'T MET ANYONE THAT MAKES ME FEEL THAT WAY OR CLOSE TO IT. MOST GIRLS I HAVE MET IN GA HAVE BEEN ABOUT GAMES OR JUST A PHYSICAL ATTRACTION. I LIKE YOUNG WOMEN THAT CAN STIMULATE MY MIND AND MAKE ME THINK, SOMEONE WITH "SUBSTANCE", THATS MY TRUE TURN ON. I LIKE CHICKS THAT DO THE LITTLE STUFF THAT NO ONE ELSE NOTICES BECAUSE TO ME, THOSE ARE THE THINGS THAT MAKE ME HAPPY. AND JUST BECAUSE YOU DON'T HAVE THE NICE CAR OR THE MONEY AND STUFF DOESN'T MEAN I WOULDN'T TALK TO YOU...SHIT I DON'T CARE IF YOU DON'T HAVE A CAR AS LONG AS YOU RESPECT AND CARE ABOUT ME.


I HAVE NOTICED THAT MOST GIRLS AROUND HERE HAVE BEEN HURT SO MANY TIMES THAT THEY CANNOT COUNT THEM, EVEN IF THEY TRIED AND VICE VERSA. BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN SHUT EVERY GUY DOWN THAT COMES YOUR WAY OR BE A PLAYER FOR NO REASON...WHATS THE POINT? ITS NOT GETTING YOU ANYWHERE IN LIFE, BUT GIVING YOU A NAME LIKE A GOLD DIGGER OR A HOE, SO DON'T EVEN DO IT. FIND YOU A GOOD GUY THAT WILL TREAT YOU RIGHT INSTEAD OF SOMEONE WITH THE MONEY, CARS, AND THE CLOTHES. THAT DOESN'T MAKE THE MAN, THE MAN MAKES THAT. ITS NOT ABOUT WHERE YOU COME FROM, ITS ABOUT WHERE YOUR GOING.

OH YEA AND ONE LAST THING LADIES

FACT: NIGGAS AIN'T SHIT (YOU ARE RIGHT)

THE TRICK TO FINDING A MAN THAT WILL RESPECT YOU IS TO TALK TO A MAN NOT A BOY. A NIGGA IS SOMEONE THAT IS ABOUT BULLSHIT, THE BASIC STEREOTYPE, DOESN'T THINK FOR HISSELF, AND WORRY ABOUT WHAT OTHERS WILL PORTRAY HIM AS.

A YOUNG MAN/MAN IS SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T CARE ABOUT OTHER PEOPLES FEELINGS, HE CARES ABOUT WHAT HE IS TRYING TO DO WITH HIS LIFE AND NOTHING IS GOING TO GET IN THE WAY OF HIM AND THAT. HE HAS GOALS AND HE ACTUALLY WANTS TO DO SOMETHING WITH HIS LIFE BESIDES PLAYING VIDEO GAMES WITH HIS BOYS AND OTHER USELESS STUFF. A MAN IS SOMEONE WHO WILL PROVIDE FOR YOU AND IF YOU ARE WITH HIM AND YOU NEED SOMETHING, HE WILL GIVE YOU HIS LAST JUST TO SEE YOU SUCCEED IN LIFE AND WHEN TIMES GET HARD HE WILL STAY WITH YOU EVEN IF ITS NOT THE BETTER DECISION FOR HIM BECAUSE HE LOVES YOU. A MAN KNOWS HOW TO ADMIT TO HIS FLAWS AND HIS MISTAKES AND HOPES THAT YOU WILL ACCEPT HIM.

THATS WHAT A MAN IS LADIES. SO BEFORE YOU TALK TO SOMEONE, LOOK AT THAT AND ASK YOURSELF DO YOU THINK HE IS THAT AND WILL HE DO THOSE THINGS FOR YOU.

HERE'S ANOTHER FACT

LADIES TALK TO THE BAD GUYS BECAUSE THEY LIKE THEIR EDGE. YOU DON'T FOR THE GOOD ONES BECAUSE YOU DON'T LIKE TO PLAY IT SAFE. IT'S LIKE YOU KNOW HE WILL TREAT YOU RIGHT BUT YOU DON'T WANT HIM BECAUSE YOU WANT A DUDE WITH MORE ATTITUDE, AND THAT'S WHERE YOUR GOING WRONG!

HOW CAN YOU TELL

How you can tell somebody don't want to be with you.......... We all may have had a situation where we really wanted to be with somebody and they were everything that you thought you wanted and you may have got with them, it did not work out, you broke up, then you may have gotten back together. Or you may have had the situation where you wanted to be with somebody and they showed you interest, but just not enough for you to know whether or not they wanted to make something happen. BOTTOM LINE is that we need to stop wasting time with dead situations and if the person is not acting right THEN YOU AND I SHOULD MOVE ON. Ways to know whether the person you are dealing with really wants to be with you. 1. Do you talk to them on a regular basis? If not they probably got another idea going on in their head. They could possible be keeping you around until they find what they really want. If a person really likes you then they want to call and they want to spend time. IF they think you are just ok and not good enough, then that is how they will treat you as just OK. 2. If you all use to be together and they all of a sudden want to work it out. If this is truly meant to be then you should make them wait until you here clearly from the Lord. If you explain that to them and they still going on dates with other people GUESS WHAT YOU JUST BECAME THEIR OPTION. If that person swears up and down that you are the one and they cannot sustain themselves for a month or so to not go on a date or be seen with other men or women you should question their real motives. 3. Check to see if they have a lot of options(as in dates or other mates). When people have a lot of options they try to find the person that they want in many people and that is why they are upset when somebody smartens up and leaves them alone. 4. Ask them what they want or better yet ask them if they really want you........ If they cannot answer the question it is probably because they do not. We spend too much time hoping that somebody will want us besides praying for God to send us somebody that will love us. Someone you "Want" is someone you can get anywhere. A person you need is someone you cant live without and they don't come around often. Won't it be so much better when you can be equally yolked with another person. Doesn't it feel better when a person loves you just as much as you love them? (I FELT THAT ONE SO MUCH I HAD TO PAUSE).................... .... .......................... .... ............... 5.Understand that the person that you like so much now is not the last person living and that there is someone out there who is going to really care for you and not just drag you along. Sometimes we have to close our eyes in order to see what it is we really need. If you think that the person who really does not like you is the best thing you can get then imagine what God can do for you if you allow him to be the one to send it to you. 6. Do not let that other person control your emotions. One of the hardest things that we run into is the control of our emotions. When we are waiting on someone to make a move we allow our emotions to take over and we worry if the person is going to make the right move when in actuality they aren't thinking about you.I know that it can be hard but being single is not the worst thing in the world and I actually love it but I do not love it forever. Eventually my time will come just like yours, but we need to stop fast forwarding to that time and just press play on the present time. God never intended for this relationship thing to be this hard and for us to be struggling with the fact of another person treating us right. We need to get into amode of prayer that will change our lives. God has someone for us but don't let somebody else play you while God is preparing you for the one you are supposed to have. Forget the lies and broken promises God is here waiting on you to come on home to a life of fulfillment and righteousness. Be easy my friends.

POSSIBILITIES

So I meet a lot of chicks and at one point I catch feelings
And I get high off their touch like I have no ceilings
But then they go away as if someone was stealing
Them away
And that day turns into just an ordinary day
And I become disappointed because I can’t drink her love up like I’m at a café
So I question myself
Am I really meant to have that untouchable love
That love that haves you on a high like your flying like a dove
That love that when your so close your like a hand to a glove
That special love that can only be sent from the great one above
You know that kind of love where you can’t sleep because reality is better than a dream
Where when they don’t tell you goodnight you just want to scream
Damn I know I’m not the only one to experience it close
If I ever get it again, I will never let it go
Because it comes around rarely like when florida gets snow
And if she tells me will I leave her I will reply no
When I see her I want it to be like that usher song “there goes my baby”
And I want the scent of her perfume to drive me really crazy
And never be afraid to tell anyone that she’s my lady
Because we can ball together, just like tracey mcgrady
But until then I guess it will just remain a dream
And if I ever bump into her I’m going to put her on my team
Keep the key to her heart and make sure I lock it twice
And if you ask me who’s life is more important I will say mine because she will be my life.

I AM AN ARTIST

who can understand an Artist. who can love an Artist . ?



my expression may not always b a smile doesnt mean im not happy tho the day has worn me heavy im juss waiting on the next cool breeze to blow by so i can catch it, flow & ride wherever it leads



Artist are very interesting people, for we see the unknown we have a sixth sense called "creativity" & it takes us beyond measures of the natural mind it can take us to places we've never been or trap us & we will isolate ourselves from the world were constantly thinking analyzing everything tho we can see the joy in things we cant always enjoy it"the greater your wisdom the greater your sorrows" & since we can see things upside down we often realize things arent hardly what they seem we love we love hard love is the biggest part of art hell its called a heART for a reason , eh? we watch the world, & write we live in our journals & numerous bookmarked google pages that help enhance our knowledge we dont like to take test, wake up early, or authoritive figures but we can tell you everything there is to know about anything you want & can go toe to toe in a battle of witts im the young philosopher of my time constantly growing as an artist we all have this burning desire to be heard the greatest agony, is carrying an untold story within you we walk the tightrope of sanity & imaginationwe hate the world, yet love it so much we want to live in it as well as save it dancing on the stars isnt beyond our step



who can love us? are we capable of giving another person more energy then we need are we too in tune with our emotions , for others to ever fully understand two artist in love will drive eachother crazy



being an artist is quite often a lonely path, we live in our minds but the world needs people like us , it isnt for everybody its not an 'artsy' persona , or a youthful trend its a mental warrior we carry the weight of the world on our soldiers we tap in the deep, while others live shallow happy lives we know the secrets of the universe & just want some type of recognition for our struggle for its not a choice but something were were born into a blessing & curse





we just want to be ...heard, quoted, loved & remembered for us, only the simple is impossible like, licking your elbow changing the world, is not!

I COULD BE YOUR EVERYTHING

I could be your everything
I could have you feeling like a queen
You make me feel so special I could grow wings
Fly up in the sky with a beautiful song to sing

No one has that ability
To be able to take control of me
To take me from being happy
And bring me to the verge of insanity

With just one glance
You give me hope that there’s a chance
You put my heart in a trance
With our secret romance

Your smile lights up my soul
You make my messed up world, whole Just show you love me, don’t fake that role
I wish you loved me, but your hearts so black as coal

I could be your everything
So much happiness I could bring
This isn’t a lie, I’m not fooling
This isn’t a role, I’m not playing

I’m just telling you baby
I could be your everything

UNDER MY MOTHER'S WING

MY TRUE PLACE OF COMFORT IS UNDER MY MOTHERS WING

EATING ICE CREAM AND CAKE WHEN I HAVE MINOR CUTS AND STINGS

I AM THE BABY BIRD AND YOU ARE THE MOTHER

YOU’RE THE ONLY ONE I HAVE, THERE WON’T BE ANOTHER

I REMEMBER GOING TO THE PARK AND THE PIGGY BACK RIDES

YOUR KISSES ON MY CHEEK WHENEVER I CRIED

YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT FOR WHATEVER I TRIED

YOUR BELT ON MY BUTT WHENEVER I LIED

THE SATURDAY MORNING GROCERY SHOPPING IN TROY

THE MCDONALDS HAPPY MEALS WITH A TOY

THE MAN INSIDE OF ME WHO IS STILL A MAMA’S BOY

THE ACCOMPLISHMENTS I HAVE MADE AND YOUR JOY

YOUR LOVE IS LIKE MY DRUG BECAUSE I CAN’T SEEM TO GET ENOUGH

I MAY NOT SHOW IT ALL THE TIME, BECAUSE I TRY TO ACT TOUGH

YOU ARE MY NURSE WHEN I AM CONFINED, MY TEACHER WHEN I AM MISLEAD,

MY HEART WHEN IT’S BEEN ABUSED, AND MY LUNGS WHEN THEY ARE BEING DEPRIVED OF AIR

YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME

AND THE DEATH OF YOU WOULD BE THE DEATH OF ME

YOU ARE THE REDDISH HUE TO MY PERFECT SUNSET, MY UMBRELLA SO I WON’T GET WET,

MY RADIO FOR MY CASSETTE, MY ALLEVIATION WHEN I AM UPSET

AND WITHOUT YOUR LOVE I WOULDN’T KNOW WHAT TO DO

YOUR NAME IS INSCRIBED ON MY HEART AS IF IT WERE A TATTOO

I AM THE JOEY AND YOU ARE THE MOTHER KANGAROO

AND I THINK ME TELLING YOU “I LOVE YOU” IS WELL OVERDUE

YOU ARE THE ONLY WOMAN WHO WILL NEVER LET ME DOWN

THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON IN MY LIFE

THE WOMAN MY DAD CALLS HIS WIFE

AND THE WOMAN THAT MY NEICES AND NEPHEWS CALL GRANNY

LET US OUT LIVE WHAT WE DID YESTERDAY AND FORGET ABOUT THE PAST

FOCUS ON THE PRESENT AND WHAT GOD HAS IN STORE FOR US

LOOK AHEAD INTO THE FUTURE AND SEE WHERE WE WOULD LIKE TO BE

AND LOOK AT THIS POEM EVERYDAY AND REALIZE “YOU” ARE ME!

BY: LEELAND DAVENPORT

MY FRIEND

As I continue my journey through this thing called life, I notice that I constantly make a bad decision

And I tend to not think occasionally, does that mean I’m not fulfilling my parent’s vision?

Sometimes I feel like I am the bull’s eye because I can feel the world’s precision

And it’s cutting away at me; did you see the small incision?

The cut, the opening, the wound, the mark

The stab that is starting to break my life apart

The stab that can break me before I can even start

The stab that is more than physical, the one that is on my heart

And as I sit back and reminisce about the things I now miss

I noticed I changed as soon as my friend didn’t exist

Does that make me psychotic, demented, unbalanced, or erratic?

No it means I cared, I use to think I was being dramatic

And now I am in denial, maybe I do suffer from depression

Maybe it comes from my aggression towards people or it could be my oppression

I guess I am finally coming out and telling my confession

But it’s left up to me to seek guidance and advice

On how to control my life

And appreciate how much people love me and how much they had to sacrifice

But as life goes on my wounds tend to mend

Because I realized even though he isn’t here, he is still my FRIEND!